I don't post on CovenSpace often; my wife and I have been without internet for some time now and the spirit does not always move me to do so.

However, seeing as how I am definitely a Pagan I felt happy to share with you some recent epiphanies, if you will, that I had recently.

This happens all too often when one takes a different path in life, whether it be secular or religious. I had a dream recently and I put stock in my dreams sometimes. Most times they are figurative. However, sometimes the Divine chooses to reveal themselves rather starkly.

In my most recent dream, an old man was sitting before me. We had travelled to this place via time machine and we were in the Cretaceous period. I could tell from the dinosaurs that eventually showed up. OK, so I'm a little weird. Anyway, the old man said to me, "Perhaps your god is Cernunnos. However, perhaps it is Moon s'wan." Then a wolf came and lay it's head in my lap.

I knew of Cernunnos. He is a Celtic god. I tried doing a search for Moon s'wan, but came up with nothing. So, I knew the old man was telling me my god is Cernunnos. Another problem the dream solved was finding a magickal name for myself. I chose Pax from Ray Buckland's numerology. However, it was too roman and too christianized for me.

From my dream I took the magickal name Moon Wolf. A few days later my wife and I performed a ritual at her altar. I did a breathing exercise to calm my nerves and lower my blood pressure. Also to clear my mind. Three breaths in and out. Breath in for a count of four, hold it for a count of four, and let it out for a count of four. I did three cycles of this. So a total of nine breaths using the above technique. I pictured Cernunnos in my mind as the Horned God, a Great Shining One. I called upon Cernunnos; however, the key here is I did not call upon a goddess. Although one approached. There have been three I've been looking into. Aradia, Selena, and Brigit. The goddess who approached, her face I could not see. However, I did see her body and hair. She had flowing blonde hair. I asked her if she were Aradia or Selena. But, she FELT like Brigit.

This is the extent of the epiphanies I spoke of earlier. But, they were definitely revealing.

Moon Wolf